Nitty-Gritty

one rule

2012-02-12T21:33:00.000+07:00

To get something you’ve never had you have to do something you’ve never done.

Ken Wu, AYLE Delegates from Manila, Philippines.

D-1

2012-02-12T21:32:00.001+07:00

Narnia novel, Caramel pop-corn and hot green tea

somewhere in my heart, i'm still asking my self is it the rite thing to do? but i have faith in my heart, this will change something inside me, i believe that, there's always price to pay and the fees is one of them for having such an experience, stories that lasting forever, i just hope that this little step i made won't hurt anybody. i just hope that, this is the way i want to design my future, this is one step that i want to prove myself that i can, i have my family support, i have my own ability and that kind of thought spinning in my mind and my heart like crazy. D-1, before everything start to be fun, excited and adventurous.

my best friends

2012-02-10T08:12:00.001+07:00

my bestfriend during this semester,

1.Perang Suci, Kareng Armstrong (mine)

2. Ethnic Cleansing in Palestine, Illan Pape (mine)

3.The Iron Cage, Rashid Khalidi (mine)

4.Kisah Hidup Bangsa Yahudi, Max J Diamond (borrowed)

5.History of Jews Vol. I (avail in UI Library)

6.History of the Arabs, Philip K Hitti (borrowed)

7.Dahsyatnya Lobi Israel, John J Mearshemer (borrowed)

8.The Great Arab Conquest, Hugh Kennedy (borrowed)

9.Middle East Patterns, Colbert C Held.(mine)

10.Teori HAM, Tim Departemen Filsafat FIB UI (avail in UI Library)

11.The Revolt, Menachem Begin (avail in UI Library)

12.History of Jews Vol. II (avail in UI Library)

13.Tragedi Palestina, unknown (avail in UI Library)

14. my Black Giraffe binder (shop here)

and believe me, there are lot of more coming thru! *nerd mode*

I finally submit my undergraduate thesis proposal to my lecturer in Tuesday, finger crossed! hope i'll have best advisor.

work out

2012-02-05T14:29:00.000+07:00

Starting last year, Car Free Day is one method to make us healthier, i don't know, i really enjoy my self bicycling around Jakarta without cars. its safe and relaxing. well, somehow, people who use Car Free Day, really annoying lately, the street has been using for some promotion and its kinda make the street crowded. so my family start to use another method to make us healthier, City Park! located in Tebet, this land before named "jalur" but now, this land called "Taman Honda " on weekdays, there's almost no activities inside, but on weekend,

Alhamdulillah, have fun guys!

sunset

2012-02-01T20:02:00.000+07:00

bed rest for today, been so tired and ready to take over february!

this february is also, one step of my life to responsible for what i choose, to listen my passion and let it be. to test my self, how far i would go to chase it and how i'll satiesfied being me and starting my own decision.

undergraduate

2012-02-01T11:15:00.001+07:00

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!

behave

2012-01-29T21:51:00.000+07:00

being single is something. i have to say, as a single after long term relationship, i have to say i'm tired and relieved. there's nothing wrong being single as long as you happy. single doesn't mean your lonely, doesn't mean your not pretty or the worst, nggak laku. in one edition of cita cinta magazine the editor wrote:

"single is one step of your life when a girl could gain something big in her life, focus on career, and achieve everything you want to"

Aquila Asia Magazine

so its the flipside and fortunatly,i'm thingking the same like the editor wrote, i'm single and i don't regret it, i still manage to have fine relationship with my ex so do i start to make new friends with others, there's no boundaries after all and i'm settle with that, less complain and dont care about other people life. I have bestfriends to hang out and sharing stories and in my last semester in college i want to focus working on my undergraduate thesis and spending time with my buddies but it doesn't mean i'm not mingle, but there's the limit for mingling too. i'm not gonna start mingle or respond to a boy who just broke up or not qualified with my type. as a girl we have to smart enough to choose our mate. that's all i want to say. since one nossy girl starting fire to me, i'm not gonna stand still and do nothing, after call the fire brigade, i'll make sure i shut her with tons of water first. *so happy that my undergraduate thesis proposal is done* Alhamdulillah.

term and condition

2012-01-29T10:17:00.000+07:00

thru my almost 4 years college, i've been invited to attending my friends wedding, which is super weird for me, wedding while you still taking studies? well, year after year i try to understand. there r lot of reason why they are married and accept every term and condition they have, well that's a commitment while me still learning how to step on earth, some of my friends ready to jump to another life and it was awesome for me, to take that path of life isn't easy, you still young and yet experience-less but having courage to take someting beyond your average ages decision. i should say that i proud of them, i really do happy for them and blast their marriage.

eka's wedding

wafa's wedding

kak tara's wedding

kak rizky's wedding

towil and kak Gifa's wedding

Deli's wedding

Ainun's wedding

time goes on and i should say that, my wedding dress is better, i learn a lot from guest and adapt it to my own wardrobe. somehow if i don't feel like in the mood to dress up, i just wear jeans and kaftan, i know, its not appropriate to attend a wedding with jeans so i swear i won't do it and yeah, HAVE A HAPPY WEDDING!

festive

2012-01-26T19:19:00.000+07:00

turn this:

with this:

into this:

Ingridients:Bananas, Ceres Festive and Dips and Spread

its not as yumm as it look like, my mom said i pick the wrong type of bananas :(

I'm not a good wifey after all. i'm so sorry my future husband :(

brain nutrition

2012-01-25T23:23:00.000+07:00

just attend Salihara discussion about "political islam in the middle east and indonesia" and found many interesting facts about it.

Salihara booklet and calendar events

1.Indonesia lebih punya banyak pengalaman berpolitik dibanding negara timur tengah

2.Indonesia yang mayoritas penduduknya islam tidak selalu memilih partai islam sebagai pemenang pemilu sedangkan setelah revolusi/arab springs ini penduduk timur tengah cenderung memilih partai islam ex: kemenangan IM di Mesir.

3.Bila barat menginginkan demokrasi ada di Timur Tengah, maka yang berkuasa adalah partai islam (Anekdot Husni Mubarak) maka dari itu AS dan sekutunya membiarkan monarki berkembang di Timur Tengah, kalau partai islam berkuasa kepentingan-kepentinga AS disana bakal terancam.

4.Partai non agamis di Indonesia sekarang cenderung mengislamisasikan agenda-agenda mereka sehingga bisa menarik lebih banyak pendukung

Faisal Assegaf (Journalist)-Moderator-Luthfi Assyaukanie(Freedom Institute)

5.otherwise, partai agamis Indonesia cenderung menasionalisasikan agenda-agenda mereka juga untuk menarik lebih banyak pengunjung.

6.pada saat Ataturk menghapuskan sistem khilafah sekitar 1920-an, semua ulama-ulama islam di dunia geger dan mengadakan konfrensi dimana Indonesia juga diundang dan Indonesia tidak terlalu peduli dengan penggunaan sistem khilafah, jadi kalau sekarang aad aktivis-aktivis yang mengingkan kembali sistem khilafah. kata Pak Lutfhi Assyaukanie dari Freedom Institute "BASI"

Adam,Latif,Bu Emma (my lecturer from UI),Sugi,me,Feny and Omen

congraduation

2012-01-24T22:36:00.000+07:00

have to say congratulation for my best friend graduation. he's my weird and nerd bestfriend since higschool, back then, they were three of us, called 'keiiyong' Me, Ahda and Tegar, somehow we still catch up until we are in college, actually three of us got into same university but Ahda got scholarship to SNU so he left us :( anyway, this post is dedicated to Tegar :)

1st grade of highschool

1st semester in college

also, the 1st semester

And finally, my keiiyong graduated with A in his undergraduate thesis, proud of him! welcome to new chapter of life,keep amazing and close!

faculty of law, today!

XOXO!

don't stop believing

2012-01-23T15:55:00.000+07:00

"money come and go, we all know that! the most important thing in life will always be people in this room, right here, right now"

Dominic Toreto.

path

2012-01-22T22:15:00.000+07:00

peluang usaha magazine, December 2011 edition

Not every succsessful story being told is true story, somehow, i'm confused and in long pause of life. i was standing still and nowhere to go between intersection. i have so much options but don't know which one to choose. I really enjoy my self being an enterperenur, i really do love and exciting when i saw people use my brand, but i also love to take master and study arabic deeper, somehow it is crazy. i really hope that, it might be wrong or right, God still guide me.

IBF 2012

2012-01-20T20:01:00.000+07:00

joinning an event is my favourite activities during college, since now i'm older and no longer available to join events in campus, i took event outside campus during writing my undergraduate thesis and i recomemmended you to join:

click to see the requirments

Islamic bookfair 2012 is annual event and this year is the 11th of Islamic bookfair (IBF)! i merely joinning this event to experience more (need to fluent in arabic and english is a bonus, yey!) and ofcourse, to pay my undergraduate thesis needs. so, if you have freetime on 9-18 March 2012, feel free to join this internasional event and Maher Zein is coming to entertain the visitors! well, thats a superb bonus!
anyway, driving from Kelapa Gading to Tebet on Friday evening is such a tiring job, gotta take a bath and examine some journals!

Ethnic Cleansing

2012-01-19T16:14:00.000+07:00

my desk is very messy (gotta have some cleaning to do)

last semester i took International relation class in faculty of politic and social about Middle east and african studies, form the lecturer i've wider knowledge about middle east so do the problem and the solution and voila, i've got my undergraduate thesis about ethnic cleansing. since the deadline is February 13th i'm running as fast as i am to catch the deadline on time (typing this post in iMac lab in my uni) have lots of reading to do and typing later. gotta have some support, courage, time management and prayer to keep the mood balance, actually i was sleepy while reading some journals now and decide to write my new blog! yeeeyy! but still, i really need strategy to finish it on time beside i have to prepare AYLE in early february! WOAAAHHH!! life is keeping rolling guysss. keep the spirit sparks!

aseanpreneurs 2012

2012-01-19T08:49:00.000+07:00

Aseanpreneurs Youth Leaders Exchange 2012 is annual event held by NUS (National University of Singapore) Entrepreneurs society. this year, AYLE back in Singapore and selected 70 youth from 10 ASEAN countries. sayangnya, appilcation already closed, tapi Indonesia got 12 selected delegates to represent Indonesia and makes presentation about Indonesia economy and culture. The event it self start from February 14th-19th in NUS. Gonna love and can't wait the excitement!

Hi Blogger!

2012-01-19T08:31:00.000+07:00

It has been forever kayanya nggak ngeblog! promise to my self to more often do the blogwalking and post more story. I miss blogging so much, somehow it was replace with tumblr, but i don't know, it didn't feel the same. so, i'm coming back! :) gonna share lot story here!

heavy task but easy outfit

2011-05-17T22:45:00.001+07:00

heavy task but easy outfit by amelia djamil featuring casio watches

H m dress
15 GBP - hm.com

Current/Elliott high rise jeans
$195 - net-a-porter.com

Matiko ankle wrap sandal
$125 - heels.com

Mulberry studded handbag
565 GBP - flannelsfashion.com

Casio watch
$129 - generalpants.com.au

Scarve
$350 - barneys.com

Adidas - Fruity Rhytym Eau De Toilette Spray 50ml/1.7oz
$20 - yesstyle.com

Finally Home

2011-05-08T22:31:00.000+07:00

i applied K2N UI couples months ago with hoping that i could passed the test and going to Indonesia Outer Island like Pulau Waigeo, Pulau Mianggas, Pulau Berhala, etc but fortunately i failed. well, Alhamdulillah. at first i tought by joining the programme i could relax a bit from this metropolis city for a while and refreshing my mind after roller coaster life for more than 3 months, but i glad that i failed the test. why? its simply because i should stay away from my family almost 36 days without communication ( there's no phone signal or internet out there) and eating seafood which is i patheticly scare of them. so instead of relax and refreshing and holiday.. i'm going to slowly dying out there. so rite away after middle east festival done, me and my family having superb weekend and this is all i need not relaxing, refreshing and holiday, just quality time with them, love you all sisters and mother :")

they pick me up on friday and directly having creambath together :")

wathced Riri dancing in her school, very cute.

my mom, Riri and Efa.

got one night free at Orchradz Hotel in Central Jakarta :")

Alhamdulillah Ya Rahman, thanks for everything! :")

general secretary

2011-05-07T00:52:00.000+07:00

Finally middle east festival 2011 is done.

great job guys,love you all most! :)

love birds

2011-04-22T23:10:00.000+07:00

i'm one of the hard to understand type of a human, i keep telling my self that i'm doing the rite thing and wanna do everything perfect, called me perfectionist then..

but time flies, i'm getting busy with middle east festival till i ignore my mom & RW messages and quality time with my besties.

till i found out that i really missed the time we should share, till i really need to tell my mom about everything happened, till i realize how much text messages from him i didn't reply, till i missed the time just to having lunch and praying together with them..

i'm so sorry for everything.

we did some mistakes, all of us do, but God forgiving His creature so, why we as human didn't?

Ina craft 2011,JCC & Plaza Semanggi

independent

2011-04-22T23:08:00.000+07:00

arrived in vocational school and still dark :")

the hallway :") so vintage

inside my bag

my IDcard

passed this monument while using train.

got a change to become one of the national examination independent supervisor few days ago!

Giraffe & Leopard

2011-04-17T01:47:00.000+07:00

animal printed, always in trend every season of fashion..

both of giraffe and leopard skin somehow mutual and having you know, their own pattern which is very unique,so based on that fact, me proudly present:

do visit Breakthrough Binder FB to read more about this items :")

LIMITED EDITION!

soul sisters

2011-04-16T22:34:00.000+07:00

having burgers & having romance chat with my high school sister, Efa and my junior high sister, Icha.

Efa : there's a handsome tutor in my course, who is very smart.

Me : RW is smart, he's good in economic

Efa : yes, my tutor also good in economic, and he's having light skin

Me : RW has.

Efa : and handsome too.

Me : RW handsome..

Efa : yeah i have to admit he's handsome

Icha : (lazy face, she's so hungry and didn't comment at all)

:")

Annoying

2011-04-11T23:22:00.000+07:00

Dinner or lunch together with my cooking
playing PES 2011 in his house (i don't have PS,hehe)
going to INACRAFT 2011 on wednesday (my wish)
watching movie (it has been six month since the last time)
photobox (his wish)

when he's back i want to have quality time with him, at least one romantic date to cure every mean word i said. for every care that he gave, i really miss you RW, you know why i acted so annoying lately, you know why i called you every nite, i just wanna yell at you and tell you "coming home soon please" :( :( :(

humanities

2011-04-04T22:16:00.000+07:00

today got an assignment to make a poet, happy poetry instead and ended up with stupid word like "flower","blooming","hope","heart", "soul" and another stupid words i've choose, i'm not good at making poetry just so you know Sir, i found my self esteem extremely low while wrtiting it.
also, another assignment from the same lecture to write an essay about Libya, Libya everybodeeeeh! don't you sick of it? aired in every television? printed in every newspaper? just so tired with everything and i don't have spirit to work on my assignment, any love suplement here? need it badly :(

while chatting in YM!..

2011-04-04T00:25:00.000+07:00

me: we are 30 months now..
him: don't count it, let time flies brings our love..
me: :P
him:brings our everlasting love..
me:whatssss?
him:hahaha

whatever you do, RW, its just so sweet,thanks for this 30 months and more :)

Girlfriends

2011-03-30T22:00:00.000+07:00

as the victim of crazy little thing called love, i suddenly miss my girlfriends :"(

their friendship is touching and makes me cry :"(

my junior high gank,Nails

Adot me Yanda Tasya

we should hang out and heard Yanda story guys :")

senior high gank, NJcrew

Ocha, Mitha, Amoy, me

we were in the same class when we're in the 3rd grade :")

my english course gank

Icha, Fya, me, Atyn

we also have to meet up to have a treat from atyn cause she's just graduated :") congrats girl :)

my college gank, F4 Women

Feny, me, Fitri, Nuni

even we are in the same place everyday, i miss our togetherness girls, i need our quality time :"(

we spent a lot of funny, happy, sad, hard and crazy time together, all of you is my bestfriend, all of you is the best, I MISS YOU ALL GUYS! :)

yap

2011-03-30T17:59:00.002+07:00

if there gonna be only "the fisrt, the second and the third" of doing mistake, i'll forgive, but how many times you're gonna made decision by your self without thingking someone else condition nor feeling, somehow you're living with us, not only your self!

it's not about how long

2011-03-30T00:59:00.000+07:00

have you ever wondering why couple could survive in long term realtionship and never get bored with each other? or one couple who struggle in long distance relationship? well well, since a lot of my friend asked me

"how could you?" i tell you how.

since my first year in college i already have a boyfriend, lets call him RW. he was my course mate and the brightnest one, smart in all the subject we studied and very charming (he was) hehe, the last time i remember why i like him at first was the way he teaching our classmate about some economic graphics and he was the only one who understood the problem and yeah, whatever it was, at that very momment, i like him! well times flies and after we graduated from high school we choose different university, he goes to University of Padjajaran and me University of Indonesia, he took Accounting and me Arabic and we decided to keep this relationship in distance (despite his home and mine only 10 minutes to reach,hehe)

but surprisingly, the fresh graduated senior high students could maintain the relationship almost 3 years, with a lot of tears, fight & miscommunication and did some break up couple months ago, we made it! yeah! thats why couple who doing LDR having some, you know, something special..

we didn't have lunch everyday together, i walk alone on my way home, we separated for a month and he doing everything without my help and thats okay and thats just the way i want, we want! we want to (still) have our private life privately, we're doing our stuff, like organization and hang out with our own friends and we're okay with that and thats makes dating is just more special than friendship, makes realtionship isn't something we should think at first in our college time but there always be someone who texted you in the morning :") hehe

but, thats only the fun facts, the sad fact is when you need him badly, he's not around and i hate this feeling lately and wanna have him around, asked him to come home earlier and suddenly calling him everynight just to make sure he'll home soon, hehe! but thats the art of Long distance, when you're boyfriend around you 24/7, you missed the time when you should missing him, you're gonna start with unecessary cat fight because you live with his daily life and i'm not okay with that, i'm going to easily boring with our realtionship if he's around,hehe

so if there's one of you still asking how could? i could do this because me and RW having our commitment to stay close, to maintain this relationship higher and better :)

am i right, Mhaw? :")

puppy love

2011-03-28T22:10:00.000+07:00

Have you ever watched this movie?

Don't ever watch this movie if you ever did something stupid for love or waiting him for three years and didn't get nothing, yeah, thank you Nam & P'Shone, i cleary remember what i did for puppy love in junior high --" laughable movie by the way, despite all the touched and deep meaning lies,hehe

PS:trus love do wait ,night all!

Our way to Hadramaut!

2011-03-27T00:43:00.000+07:00

Finally, after waiting for three years, we finally did it!

we made it Dad, we got through this, no tears, no hard feelings, just laugh :") happy saturday night!

place : Hadramaut Restaurant, Tambak Street, Jakarta

playlist

2011-03-24T17:55:00.000+07:00

i'm not good in finding new songs, i used to find my self stuck in two or three favourite song for at least a month, but since i'm gleek! i updates my playlist every single new episode aired. hehe! but glee was pause in the middle of season, so i'm still listening glee season 2 songs but what caught my heart is this

*teary eyes*

At Work

2011-03-24T17:13:00.000+07:00

After did some cleaning with the project officer i proudly present, Middle East Festival Official Office!

yeah,since yesterday middle east festival 2011 got a room for doing our own things such as printing, meeting,praying,charging laptop and handphone or just laying down a bit! yeay! so here's some resume for a room we called "Sekre FTT"

wide enough rite? hehe

so here is my office till Mei the fifth 2011.

gotta spend a lot of time here :")

March

2011-03-23T01:00:00.000+07:00

for the love you keep inside,

today is still your special day,

strawberry cheese cake, Ratih Purwasih Songs, our stupid dances,

i missed that.

happy (so called) birthday beloved daddy.

i love you.

double choices

2011-03-20T20:34:00.000+07:00

which one i should choose? :")

Pulau Berhala,Jambi

or,

Pulau Waigeo,Papua

i have to choose one of them as my essay object, the beauty is trick me! :"(

Qatar Airways take me away, a sweet escape

2011-03-20T19:42:00.000+07:00

Are you familiar with this logo?

If you're not, you may be want to know them deeper, this logo is Qatar Airways logo whom celebrating their 100 destinations with (Drum rolls please) 100 pairs of tickets & amazing privileges Club and Holiday Offers.so exciting to hear that, well i know this Ad from my overseas besties Ahda and he asked me to join the competition, so i joined this and let see, am i lucky enough or not :") Bismillahirahmanirahim, please God, i want to makes her happy :") let me get it! Amin :")

things i carry everyday

2011-03-19T23:30:00.001+07:00

things i carry everyday by amelia djamil featuring christian louboutin flats

1.victoria secret love spell body mist2.paris hijab (with different colours everyday)3.animal print glasses 4.Flowery ring5.Grey Backpack6.Samsung corby7.Revlon foundation/maybelinne8.Black flatsthings r kinda heavy to carry lately,laptop,dictionaries,books, etc. so i prefer to use backpack and carry them all in one funtionals bag :)

Boyish is BACK

2011-03-19T00:57:00.001+07:00

Boyish is BACK by amelia djamil featuring mid rise skinny jeans

my dad shirt is also my fav, the patternsm the colours, the stripe, i love it!this is what i wore in friday :") more or less.

Easy A

2011-03-18T16:42:00.000+07:00

"How Shitty it feels to be an outcast. Warranted or not."

Olive P, Easy A.

well, i am an outcast for a day.

didn't get the invitation just appologize.

withour ur invitation, i know how to act,boy.

don't feel sorry for me, you know nothing bout me either.

red is daring

2011-03-18T00:12:00.001+07:00

red is daring by amelia djamil featuring taylor dresses

what i learn from wearing red hijab is confident, put this on whole day and you'll be outstanding, just like one of my friend told me "you look nice today" after watching London Boulevard on Tuesday :")

blue ocean

2011-03-16T00:47:00.001+07:00

blue ocean by amelia djamil featuring wayfarer shades

having a deal with my besties to wear skirt today to campus, well i choose navy with purple as combination :")

toxic boss

2011-03-15T00:03:00.000+07:00

If you are Indonesian, you'll be familiar with Mario Teguh Golden Ways, one of Metro Tv's Programme.

well, actually i'm not the loyal viewer bout this programme but the fun fact about this episode was the story before i watched the programme, my friend told me to watch this programme because she thought it relates to me, so yeah, last nite i turned on tv (which is something rare i do) and watched Metro Tv's and you know what i found :

Mario Teguh Said "how to refuse an assigmnet from your toxic boss is doing the assignment till the best"or In Indonesia " Cara terbaik untuk menolak pekerjaan dari atasan adalah mengerjakan pekerjaan itu sebaik-baiknya"

i love this quotes and inspired me to write this post, but unfortunetly i found something relates to me, but not much and this quotes really makes me laugh at that time,sorry if you don't understand, ~~but its private jokes, actually! :")~~

have a nice sleep guys ;p

tommorow

2011-03-13T23:54:00.001+07:00

tommorow by amelia djamil featuring knit tops

weak ended

2011-03-13T23:16:00.000+07:00

before i have hectic schedule i don't think weekend as the day i'm waiting for. well, i used to have a lot spare time . but since i don't know where the hectic come to me and ruined all my favourite daily activities i'm start to waits weekend every single day and having lovely weekend start from friday till sunday is rarely happened to me.
but it is happened this weekend, I have a BLAST weekend, thanks to Allah SWT.

Friday, got a treat and singing two hours in karaoke :")
Saturday, having a PMS but didn't stop me to shop with my mom and sisters all day and Finally visiting Islamic book fair 2011 and found books i'm searching for :)
Monday, visited by him and cooked pancake for him and ride a bycicle around with my youngest sister :)

So, i have full of energy to start new week and brand new day, no matter how late i could reach home from monday till thursday, i still have my weekend with my precious people, Thanks Ya Allah :")

there's no strenght without struggle, rite? :) Happy monday All :")

just the way i used to

2011-03-11T23:08:00.001+07:00

just the way i used to by amelia djamil featuring diesel jeans

white blouse always be my fav

The Convenant

2011-03-11T22:13:00.000+07:00

Got a treat and hit the karaoke after that!

Well, the best song is the song we could sing along together

Mr Brightside The Killers, Yellow Card Only One, Againts all odd Phill Collins, and the last Vierra Bersamamu tribute to my friend Milzam who look alike Vierra Pianist. hehe

Sorry for the quality of picture,taken from my friend camera phone :")

well, having a good day with my Fantastic Four Gank, but Widi and Nuni couldn't make it till done.

but its alrite,its okay.

And after arrived home, heard a bad news about Tsunami in Japan, we pray for you Japan :)

Yellow,jack!

2011-03-02T22:47:00.000+07:00

In my first year in college, i was being ask by my friends in high school,

"why you choose arabic as ur minor in university of Indonesia?"

well i always find my self confused to answer the Q. Arabic wasn't my option

anyway, so i couldn't say i was choose arabic, but it was being chosen by my late daddy. well,in

every case if my friend ask the same Q,i always using "my daddy choose" with no regret at all

and then times flies, i'm studying arabic with hard work and my GPA is very good every semester,

with help from course i'm taking in saturday and sunday and i'm started to believe that

this is what my daddy wanted and this is my way of life and i'm enjoy.

but somehow i still find my self confused why i have to learn arabic. i'm not majoring arabic as well, till my 6th semester in arabic literature i'm still stuttering speaking in formal or daily arabic languages and it keeps me

thingking about my future? am i gonna lean my future based arabic which is i'm not good at?

especially in speaking? well, people says just be optimistic and you'll find a way or

you must try harder, but face the reality guys learning one language which is you blind at is difficult,

especially one of the hard ones, one of having complicated grammar and not latin alphabet.

and have you realize that how many years you learn english till you could use it easily and

speaking fluently? and did i mentioned that i also took english conversation class to make my english

better? so yeah i still have my dream to become one of the ambassador for arab countries for Indonesia

or at least being one of the people who work overseas and i'm still on my way believing i could reach it and if i have enough preparation i could make it but it still need a lot of courage, hard worker, patience and prayer.

i'm not talking bout how pesimistic i am as colleger but i just want they know the facts that learning language is not easy. really, it takes long process and learning language in college is not the same as you learning language in course. you should catch up with other subjects which is not only language, but history, art, culture, politics, social and etc. and it gets better if you like and the language and you'll take all the consequences and ready to face the reality.

and for you who's gonna choose major or minor in university, i told you that

"faculty of humanities may be one of the favourite as senior high student to choose, beside it has low point, but

what i want is they realize that just don't lean your future on almamater or low point, but make an effort to achieve what you want! learn harder and focus on what you want!

you might have difficult time rite now, choosing the rite option,but believe me,follow ur heart,cause when you follow

ur heart, ur not gonna blame anyone except ur self, cause that way, it is better, rite?"

sunday morning

2011-02-27T12:59:00.000+07:00

while webcaming..

him: look at my hair
me: why?is it too long for you?
him: i guees so
me: but you still look handsome
him: oh,i already realize that
me: what?&$%^*%^&(!@$

just so regret saying he's handsome -.-

Air Supply

2011-02-25T22:43:00.000+07:00

You deserve the chance at the kind of love

I'm not sure I'm worthy of

Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down

I don't want to lead you on

I don't want to hold you back

From where you might belong

Air Supply-Goodbye

hi Dearest R,i'm not hoping of 2nd chance but my only hope is u'll be happy with or without me.

thats all. Nite.

High to the Tech

2011-02-25T22:26:00.000+07:00

remember the post i said bout my laptop, yeah! finally its repaired! *Alhamdulillah*

when my laptop screen came up with this view i'm screaming out loud and wanna cry badly at that time, but after i restart, it was getting normal :)

And finally after two weeks, my screen came out with this kind of view,i'm getting stressed at that time and directly went to HP service centre in mangga dua and the fee is EXPENSIVE. okay take a deep breath and i feel very bad cause i need my mom money to pay the fee, so sorry mom. really :'(

and Voila, after 3 weeks waiting in desperate, this is my screen view, i feel like having new brand of laptop. hauahau *teary eyes*

but not only my laptop but also my handphone,so yeah, recently i've been careless and i dunno when i started having this freak attitude, this is not who i am, i used to take care a little things in a good hands, but may be since i'm busy in college and i don't have the privillage to pick up by driver anymore and using public transportation anywhere i'll go, i find my self careless using gadget especially my samsung corby, grr. i'm so sorry dear one, i have to replace you with nokia at the momment till i find new casing for you :'(

and not only my laptop and my handphone but it is you.

sorry, for everything i've done that change anything.

sorry its not enough, but what more i can say.

i just singing only one by yellow card out loud in my silence.

the best teacher in the world is experience, so yeah, it is decided, no matter what i'll take care my laptop,my handphone and your heart truly madly deeply with mine :)

Al-Mawrid

2011-02-13T21:29:00.000+07:00

Finally arrived, Al-Mawrid pocket dictionary english-arabic and arabic-english version, which is hard to find in Indonesia so i asked my friend all the way from Malaysia to bought this and (drum rolls) please welcome my new dictionary:

Alhamdulillah :) Thanks Allah!

empty

2011-02-12T14:54:00.000+07:00

nothing much to say, just so sad living without my laptop.

sorry for the lack of posting.

:'(

11 Facts

2011-02-05T02:13:00.000+07:00

some new facts i just find out

1.one of my favourite bloggers finally did not quit blogging, HAPPY! superb happy, why? She's one of my top reason i'm blogging :) she's *i called her* Mbak Woro
2.i used to board out my honda beat beside Tebet Train Station in old and almost collapse building to Mas Toy dan Bang Husein, but today i just know that the old and almost collapse building already fall down. just so sad that i have to board out my honda beat to another motorcycle deposit.
3.middle east festival proposal finally done and in process to be approved by the Manager of Student Affairs Faculty of Humanities.
4.buying ready Fixie is more expensive than assemble it and give it to the mechanic! :)
5.buying a one new complete PC is WAY WAY MORE CHEAPER than buying 10" laptop.
6.fixing up gadget is expensive (if it has to be in service centre)
7.i'd rather do chatting than text messaging also meeting than telephoning.
8.Holiday is priceless.
9.Priorities are something i have to practice and learn it very well.
10.being nice is good but being wise is better.
11.Silence is a girl's Loudest cry (Brian M)

okay,my holiday is almost over, but i guess all i have to do is refreshing my mind and body with swimming and creambath and buy my belly top wishing list this holiday : Sushi Tei egg-roll & Sour Sally Mangoes flavour with mochi strawberry! YUMMMMMYYYY! :)

UIYSEP 2O1O 1ST EXPO

2011-01-29T01:01:00.000+07:00

long story shorted, BRB joined expo, 3 days in DKIB Building, Science Park, UI from 09.00-15.00 WIB.

so much fun, having such a new family! :)

bakso piramida

mikan

dari bahasa Indonesia

Godream sleeping bag

there's a cute baby, Alika :)

Pillow

Me and Toys

BRB crews me and Dimas, and our booth! :)

after all the crave my family had, we decide to have a dinner in Padang restaurant! Yeah! we're not from Padang, but my daddy loves Padang food ever since, so we loves Padang food :)

"Thanks God, for letting me having this experience of life"

leaving on cathay plane

2011-01-22T21:47:00.000+07:00

my overseas besties finally back to south korea last nite.
i'm dealing with a lot of good byes and this one wasn't hard enough.
i guess i'm going to cry really hard, but i felt different.
when i was standing in front of him and he'll say goodbye..i just thought..
"okay.he'll be back soon."
that's feeling made last nite fun, we laughing and joking all the time.

but time is always ticking and every hello ends with goodbyes.he finally say "Assalamualaikum", greetings in Islam and he push his trolley.

"bye my besties, bye my keiiyong, bye Ahda,i already miss your smile,hope we'll have more phone call"

Pause

2011-01-16T15:43:00.000+07:00

after a half of January i've been through, i dont feel like i'm in holiday. i just do my normal activities. i goes to campus like everyday, include saturday.i'm handling this and that, yap and yap. i'm dealing with people,i'm taking care things. just like my daily activities. i still come home late at nite, i skipped dinner and my room still a mess.

this is not how i used to spend my holiday. i keep telling my self what i'm doing rite now is for middle east festival 2011, for Breakthrough Binder, at least i'm taking this while each of my partner having something to do. but don't they notice that i'm just a girl, i need refreshing, i need enjoying my self.i'm not tired yet, i'm not angry.but why i come to this conclusion is when my boyfriend told me that he'll go to Lampung, Bandar Lampung, Sumatera with his college friends this Tuesday. it was like a bomb came after you and waking you up, hello! January is holiday. you need to refresh your mind,your body,your heart,yes.I need that treatment. i need a date, i need a happy times with my family, i need quality time with my Long distance Boyfriend, i need time for my self, at least enjoying something that i really want to, like reading a book. every day i catch up with new things that keep me bussier bussier and bussier. i skipped my course final test and decide to post-poned.i gambling my life with middle east festival and Breakthrough Binder while they just so easy taking this.

and after my partners (from middle east festival and Breakthrough Binder) back from whatever they did. maybe i'll angry,i'll be exhausted, i'll shout to them "where have you been?" but before it happend, before i got angry not only with them but also my self, i want to tell them that now, at this very moment, i'm still enjoying my self doing this and that..but some day, i need a break, i need to pause my life from this craze.

i need time to study, to have chitchat with my besties, to hang out with them,to cooling down, to have a date with my boy friend, to dinner with my family..to give my self a break.

ice caramel nut latte without cream

2011-01-07T22:00:00.000+07:00

i'm asking my self the basic reason i want to make BRB as my 1st project, its all because i want to sell a design, a creativity.. but then i realize that i'm not majoring photoshoped, corel draw, macromedia, or whatever profesionally..and then times goes by and i still did not think bout it seriously..i'm taking middle east festival in heavy weight in my mind and heart till i dont have a lot of time to rethink bout how important BRB in my life, at least the responsibilty to UIYSEP..till i decide to meet my old friend who help me practice for the interview with the judges from UIYSEP..he help me with asking some tricky and killer question that may be i can't answer that and also give me a wish answer..and times flies by..we lost contact,he was busy with his thesis and i'm busy with this and that till today i decide to meet him for my own goodness, for BRB..

after,2,5 hours talking bout BRB,i came up with conclusion that i did not take BRB seriously,i did not have a well done preparation of making BRB and all he asking is just "how far you could taking this seriously?"

that question,only one,but i'm taking it deeply..

ketoprak & Gado-gado

2011-01-06T23:32:00.000+07:00

Ahda my overseas besties finally in town y'all!

spending today with him in faculty of humanities canteen called kansas :)

he accompany me meeting middle east festival and lunch with his favourite menu : ketoprak, batavian traditional food :)

the last time i saw him was in airport,in the middle of 2009. so it has been almost 2 year. i miss him a lot and i'm very happy that he still be my besties, he still tell me a freak jokes, a funny stories and cute dances and speaking korean language i didn't know.but today is fun :)

half hour

2011-01-06T23:26:00.000+07:00

i went to sari ater, Ciater, West Java with mom, my youngest sister and my mom friends.

first of all, i dont find any interesting joining my mom to Sari Ater, but when she told me that she'll shop in Cihampelas Walk, i desperately happy and say "count me in" :)

this is the 1st time i went to Ciwalk ;)

because,last time i went to Bandung was with my arabic literature friends in June 2010..

i miss Bandung a lot, specially someone inside that town,yes him.

so i made plan with his friends, Bayu and Dey, they are couples :) the cute ones!

we'll surprise him in ciwalk and sucseed! i'm so happy saw his shock face and he still asking

"why you here.."

"why you didnt tell me" all the time in our 30 minutes togetherness..

if i tell you,its not surprise man :) and we ended up in The Tong Tong restaurant :)

the whole Gank : Deyandri, Bayu R, Teguh S, Randy W, me, Ridho M S

happyyyyyy!

not so long holiday

2011-01-04T15:58:00.000+07:00

hi all..

after so busy with festival boedaya, final test and preparation of middle east festival..i'm back to blog :) i miss it a lot, miss the time when i was wondering what i have to write and what kind of story i have to tell, but easy guys. i'm on my holiday! yeayyy! :) so happy to hear holiday, i'm going to have superb holiday and i'll tell you plenty of stories that might not boring you.hehe ;)

but not only having a lot spare times i have in my one month holiday,but i have things to do:

1.preparing middle east festival as vice chairman

2.making BRB from UIYSEP 2010 and preparing the exibition! :)

and that two stuff will be my friends for this not so long holiday.hopes there will be plenty of stories and pictures coming through :)

see ya!

slow

2010-12-06T10:32:00.000+07:00

i just caught my brain slowly running. i'm boring,why?

too much assignment to do
having a lot miscommunication between me and my friends
also with my boyfriend
having no time to enjoy my self alone
just so tired with new activities
need quality time with my family

this six reasons,distracting my concentraion to do my assignment and its driving me crazy.

and i just need support,not shouting at me tell me i was misbehave. i know i was wrong but just dont tell me a thousands times,i'm not a cow by the way.i dont want you to know what is feels like being me,but just try to understand my situation.

middle east festival 2011

2010-11-27T07:15:00.000+07:00

new resposibility, new business, new people, new routine, new event but still the old me.

i make promise and i'll keep it.

process

2010-11-25T10:00:00.000+07:00

Breakthrough Binder got this from UIYSEP on monday,happy!

you know what is inside those envelope,rite? :)

love birds

2010-11-22T22:07:00.000+07:00

today full of tears and laugh!

got a gift from besties,Nuni R. A she sew my dress with her own hand! :) love you cayy :)

have a first lovebird in arabic 2008 classes, HAPPY!

the mak comblang!

me and my bestpartner,Widi Rahman Adiat

the couple

congrats for both of you, i really do guys. you should bring love in arabic 08 and kindness in our heart to keep blushing and strong! :) love both of you :)

20

2010-11-21T08:24:00.000+07:00

have a wonderful surprise last night and so grateful having them! :) love you all

and for you who smile at me the day when i want to see ur face badly and

you just stood there, with ur backpack on,ur tired face and ur smelly t-shirt.

thanks man, for every day you makes me smile and loved :)

new shoes

2010-11-06T07:01:00.001+07:00

dont ask me for something i really hate or something that i cant give to you. cause it was heart breaking everytime i say no and you say yes.

lunch

2010-10-31T19:57:00.000+07:00

just back from lunch with my family and had much fun. Alhamdulillah :)
back to Kemang, places where my daddy always took us for Dinner, but we did it today for lunch. hehe. bittersweet memory said my mom. hehe.

thanks to my sister who treat us with her salary, hehe ;)

truth or dare

2010-10-23T06:05:00.000+07:00

i was playing truth or dare yesterday and got the question which is turned down my heart.

"what is feels like, living without father?"

well, its kinda heart attacking when your friend ask you directly. but its okay. i'll answer.

it was hard, living without your guardian and step on earth without his wise speech.

it was hard, living with ur mother who's just 37 and having 3 young sister and one older sister.

it was hard, living without grandpa and doesnt have male figure.

it was hard,living with sorrow and tears.

it was hard, living without the stability of financial.

but its okay, it was life changing moment for me and my family. it was the day when everything seems to be dark and there's no lights shone.

but its okay, it was the day when i got university of indonesia, my sisters went to high school, junior high and elementary school, cause we distracted with all the new stuff.

but its okay, it was the strange feeling to be more stronger, more responsible, more bold.

but its okay, it was the day when me and my family realize to love each other no matter what.

and everything okay, everything went well, after 2,5 years without my father, we maintance our financial, we goes to school with bright achievement, my old sister graduated and have a job, its okay to live without father financialy, but its still not okay living without his love around.

as the supporter

2010-10-22T00:33:00.000+07:00

Olimpiade Budaya still become my recent activities. watch arabic football team was superb!

two games within one week!

signed contract with UIYSEP 2010! Yippiiieee!! :)

God, thanks for all the tears You made me cry, laugh You made me happy.

i never enough to say Alhamdulillah.

GEEK

2010-10-18T13:41:00.000+07:00

i went to the newest and hippiest hang out place in tebet on saturday night. but i felt different when i was there. i feel strange and the most important was my heart told me " i dont belong here". the crowd the music the smoke, i don't feel i comfortable there, i just wanna go home asap and lay back in my room.

since i'm in college, i went to mall several times. if i intend to go to mall, it would be with my family. may be it was started when my university located out of town and tehre are only have 2 mall around my campus and there are not such an entertaiment place to stay. so the saturday night shocked me and makes me realize, i'm just a geek.

spare time

2010-10-12T21:48:00.000+07:00

today is unbelievable. i arrive at my lovely campus 8 sharp in the morning and found my lecturer went to ministry of education for emergency meeting and all of my classmate have to attend the exchange class on friday. grr. but its not finish yet. my gramatical lecturer also went to ministry of education or whatsoever, i forgot. what's matter is i just have one class today but i bought 4 different books include dictionary. Oh God! but God is fair, after sleeping in the library,i attended:

this superb conferences between Indonesia and Indian, a new way to build a diplomatic relationship.

and this superb free lunch! for the first time trying Indian recipe,yummy!

my besties!

managering arabic futsal girls team, we lost versus chinese literature and the supporter!

i had much fun,Thanks God :)

TA'ARUF 2010

2010-10-11T07:06:00.000+07:00

just so tired with all the freak situation that made me cry. i close the day with this photos with my 2010 junior in arabic literature. one of them, Nidya told me that "i'm the scary one" thanks for the compliment Nidya,hehe :)

Taylor Swift Innocent lyrics

2010-10-11T04:21:00.000+07:00

I guess you really did it this time

Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
You're still an innocent

There's some things you can't speak of
But tonight you'll live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would sing what you know now then

Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep?
Before the monsters caught up to you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too

Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never to late to
Be brand new

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights are still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent.

2010-10-04T22:38:00.000+07:00

well,since holiday was over and i start new semester, i'm busy! that's all i can say.

what's going on in my faculty is olimpiade budaya,well, i'm managing arabic literature

schedule,me as the manager.haha :)

and last weekend, i went to Bogor Agricultural University, invited as the bazaar participant.hehe!

fun but tired with all the situation and problems.hiks :(

Landhuis, comfy place to stay! :)

my room mate,yes six of us :) two of them japanesse, the black and white shirt :)

arabic stand, not so good.

IPB cultural fair committees! :)

Big thanks to Puspa, Vani, maulida, arabic literature 2007, Widi Rahman Adiyat, Dhirgo Kusumo Adi, Defeny Parentya Daud. love you all guys! :)

the story of midnight

2010-09-21T23:33:00.000+07:00

well, here we go my heart sound..

well, i taught you were different, one kind of friend who have bigger guts, support, spirit and willingness, but how long i could wait, for seeing you useless here, waiting you to ask me

"what should we do then ?" to tell me what i have to do, i hate to tell you what to do or to send you a message or call you for yellin at you and say "dont forget to bring bla bla bla and do bla bla bla.."

you were the one who want it and i gave you the ideas, but you let me dissapointed, have you ask me? why you've been so tired? have you? :( you let me do this all by my self. you let me think i'm the one who workin for all this stupid things we wanna share at first..

i'm waiting for you to make a move, waiting you for do someting..

but waiting for you just like waiting rain in the draught, hopeless.

happy lebaran day!

2010-09-10T20:34:00.000+07:00

Happy Lebaran day All, forgive me for everything i've done :)

love today mucho!

got a full of joy with lot of cute little boys and my family!

Thanks Allah, for gave me another chance to meet Lebaran day with so much fun :)

Alhamdulillah

08-09-10!

2010-09-08T19:13:00.001+07:00

after so sleepy did one of my top worship list, i did it last night in one of the biggest mosque in Jakarta and today is my youngest sister birthday. the 8 years old girl with stubborn and spoiled act,she really got everything she wanted, really. trust me.

since there isn't a man in my home, my mom invite him to attend my sis bday and help us around, hee beside,he bought her a gift too. envy you sister!

congrats sist, may Allah bless you in happy life and amazing future ;)

just D-1 from Lebaran Day! hee

the dinner story

2010-09-05T20:53:00.000+07:00

i hate someone who called "NATO" no action talk only.

and happened to me tonight around 7 p.m in the biggest mall ever.

what a shame.

first day at campus.

2010-08-30T22:48:00.001+07:00

first day at my lovely-crowded faculty and so boriiiing!

unussually, i came late (08.30 peoplee!) and the lecturer just gave like 30 minutes introduction and left! haa. i've been guessing before :) and then i went to another class to join arabic speaking study and you know what! it was reararrange! whatttt!! at first i have 10.00-12.00 o'clock but my new schedule is 15.00-17.00!! OH GOD!!! WHAT THE HECK! so you know what i'm doing ? reading and sleeping in library,huu. what a long long dayyy!

talking and story telling time = gossiping!

But i have a superb dinner with my lovely classmate! and that was close my day happily added with new pair of sandals :)

well,we have to do this more often guys, hang out with all of you is fun! :)

break-fasting time!

2010-08-28T22:00:00.000+07:00

Ramadhan bring togetherness, and it is true! yippie!
I met my english course gank in friday and my junior high besties, junior high people! haa! love them :) we never been able to meet since two years ago, aahrg! miss them a lot!

in friday had a dinner at Bumbu Desa Cikini with super spicy sambals and Es Cendol! :)

Atynia, me, Kiki and Icha

and for the first time for me,i went to Grand Indonesia in saturday and checked out F21 and little thing she needs,both of them so cute :) but didn't find cute ring and necklace.hee

Adot & Tasya, we called ourself : Threesome!

still forgot why we named it.

three of us using samsung touch, both of them samsung star and me corby! what a coinsidence!

Love them!
friendship since junior high, three of us passed a lot of things together,haa! i just wanna laugh while remembering all of ours stupidity.hee!
hope our friendship stays forever girls :)

2010-08-26T19:34:00.000+07:00

today is fun and tiring, but its okay. today is my big sister graduation day 'university scale' and it was awesome!

Congrats Sist! :)

All picture,captured by : Ghulam M Nayazri.

schedule.

2010-08-25T01:29:00.001+07:00

my new class schedule annoyed me and they wouldn't be able to fix the sites till the due date and i've got thrilled about this!! i need more credit to graduate 3 and half year!! God, I hate those schedule.

if they always clash one and another how could i choose those study and how could my academic advisor agree with my choice.grr!

i need to go to campus,soon!

all day activities.

2010-08-24T04:39:00.000+07:00

this week, i'm full with event i have to attend and yesterday was the first event i took a part, my sister graduation but it is just faculty graduation, not university scale, so not so big matter.

in the morning, i went to the Bank with my mom and spent one and half hours, sighhh. what a line!

after that, went to Mall Ambasador buy some clothes for the university gradution on Thursday, at first we want to buy Abaya, arab traditional dress but i don't feel them and we jumped to this boutique and found this lovelyyyy tunic and skirt!

but it wasn't the end of my day, i went to Depok accompany my sist and help her with photography and etc.

meet my friend with the same name, Amelia Edriani as a choir in Faculty of public health graduation ceremony.

and end up dinner in Hema :)

and i cannot wait to wear those clothes on Thursdayyy! :) hee :)

hope the graduation ceremony went well and this week i'm full of Ifthor Jama'i,you know, this Holy month is Ramadhan, i am muslim and i'm fasting so having dinner after magrib are waiting for! hee but i have two Ifthor Jama'i meeting in the weekend, can't wait too!

Happy Fasting all ;)

mid night memories

2010-08-18T00:04:00.000+07:00

enjoying my ice tea in the middle of the night and remembering my holiday almost over, thanks God. day by day was slow motion for me during this three month holiday. sigh ;(

maybe it was because i started the holiday with so much fun in Malang, Jogja and Bandung, so yeah the rest was hell :'(

the memories of Rihlah Ilmiah, unforgetable :)

did the match : University Indonesia VS University of Gadjah Mada

and we won!

well, i went to some places and still inside this lovely traffic jam town ever!

but it was not much, i like stay at home during the day and playing with my sister or if i have to go to somewhere, it has to be my sister school, i took my senior high sister goes to school every morning and pick up my junior high and elementary sisters with my mom in the afternoon.

attending wedding and end up in my auntie new house and took some pictures,hee :)
trying new Fro-yo in town, Miki-Yo with mangoes flavoured, definetly my favourite!

enjoying sushi with my english course friends and watceh inception, such a great movie!

and i hope, my holiday ended with beautiful Idul fitri :)

Nitty-Gritty

2010-08-14T22:40:00.000+07:00

i knew this word from my hobby when i was in senior high : reading english dictionary. what a weird hobby. but i kinda like it ;)

Nitty-Gritty, should be write like that, just a slang language and have a different meaning in every dictionary. so, here i found this meaning.

nitty-gritty
Line-break:
On
Off
Pronunciation:/nɪtɪˈgrɪti/
noun
(the nitty-gritty) informal
the most important aspects or practical details of a subject or situation

what i tought is this new name could bring new spirit,ideas and inspiration, i hope so.

but the most important is this new name could bring me new behave, be my self :)

speak out loud about how i feel and dare to share a lot of simplest things here but still have a meaning and important :)

bye, Event Fun and hello Nitty-Gritty!

A MUST READ TUMBLR.

2010-08-14T20:13:00.000+07:00

started lastnight when i was opening gogirlmagz.com and found this fri-die.tumblr.com.

SO INTERESTING, HILLARIOUS AND touching--hee.

i never read a blog or what should i called, hmm tumblr,with so many expressive ideas,toughts and conversation. She, Ghina, who is juts 20 as me, is very funny.

She told me -literalilly- to dare to be your self, no matter how, just be your self, express what you feel, what you see,what you hear, and etc. Oh God, i can't stop reading her tumblr.

and after rading her tumblr, i'm feeling change my name blog, EVENT FUN isn't bad but not workin' for me, hehee.

happy Ramadhan :)

2010-08-11T23:23:00.000+07:00

hellow! that's text was the text i tagged to my friend in my facebook account. i don't want you know the english version cause it was too honest. hee.

and then i've got this announcement from http://sinbis.ui.ac.id/ and it was the official sites of UIYSEP 2010 i've been joinning with Dimas.

From the text above, they told me to do little internship. huaaa. i'm kinda nervous and don't know why,hee just searching all the possibilities company i could apply.hee :)

Just wish me luck okay!

this and these and those. Alhamdulillah.

2010-07-27T18:53:00.000+07:00

Dear God, maybe i'm not the best creature You made or the most religous You have. but faithfully i belive You, i believe Your destiny. i belive Your provision and i can't say anymore except Alhamdulillah. You gave me new path of life, new path of passion. not to mention i forgot my responsibility to finish what i started, but God, let me do this, let me make him and her proud, to do this on my own. to do this new responsibilty :)

korean festival is about passion

2010-07-21T22:27:00.001+07:00

i've been waiting my last weekend since two weeks ago,cause i'm going to watch my friend Axa Agtiera perform in dance competition and meet MY HIGHSCHOOL GANG :)

Ridha, Fajar, Tegar, Axa,Amoy,me,Ocha and Mitha.

me and Axa

me and My twins

so i went to Hotel Salak the Heritage in Bogor, i arrived around 12.30 PM and Alhamdulillah, after a while we arrived, it was rainning.

The hotel is the most famous hotel in Bogor cause the building was built when Dutch still colonizing Indonesia. so it is very old and very historical building.

Well, i feel older when i was there, cause mostly, the crowd was the high and junior high student. haa. so we looked around the Hotel and me? dissaponited enousgh, The Hotel is not that big as i imagine. huu! cause there's nothing to buy, we waited in Istana Ballroom, cause Axa would perform around 3 or 4 PM there.

i don't have any photos when he was perform cause i used my digicam video-ing Axa. hee, and just spectacularly amazing and breathtaking. Axa is so gorgeous up there, huu. proud of you!

after we watched Axa, we bought some snack from :

the supermarket is around kebayoran lama, but forget the adress.

all IDR 25.000 (veryyyy cheap!)

the onion taste is just like the real onion plus salt, hmm.

our photoshoot on train :)

but after all happiness and togetherness, i miss someone in our lil crowd, my bestest!

he's somewhere around south korea, got scholarship and doing his bachelor degree in university of seoul. just miss his stupidipity around me ;'( come back soon, please.

but, what i learn at the most from my last weekend is about passion!

Axa do the dance cause he's willing to do it, stage is his kingdom and whatever people said about him, i just really loves how he moves his body when he dance and he got first winner at the competition.

and Ahda do the scholarship just because he really loves learning language, mastering in three different language, english, germany, jappanesse, and now got scholarship for studying korean.

is all about passion rite?

and now i'm wondering what my passion is.

the interview!

2010-07-15T19:41:00.000+07:00

remember the enterpreneurship program i joined with my besties Dimas Rizki Pratomo?yeah. today is the interview.

i had a long term bad mood cause my friend told me how scaryyyy their interview was. but it was before Dimas came to my home and with his calmness just say "slow" grr! i was mad at him but he got bad cold yesterday. so i just let him go home and what we did yesterday is nothing :( and then i thought why i always thinks so hard and too much worry about something? after thinking so long and so hard i turn on my laptop and watched Glee season one and go to sleep. no worry about it, don't wanna think about it and no matter what,just relax!

So today i had very veryyyy good day!(surprisingly!) to good to be true i guess :))

i went to campus at 8 and watched Dimas R P match with suprisingly my high school friends at Pertamina Hall Faculty of economic.

after that we had lunch in kansas, prayer and check Dimas's scholarship and Alhamdulillah he got it, also my besties Fitri Fazriyanti! i'll have good lunch for next semester :) after that we practiced our proposal just for 30 minutes. what a crazy day!

after that is the interview,we went to Science park near Rektorat and wait the interviewee with laughing and gossip. what a bestfried he is and the interviewee come along and we got the interview with 'slow' he is very generous, kind, expert in consulting and very sharpthinker. so the interview went well, i could say..i'm happy with my interview, i satiesfied enough with his opinion,suggestion and critical :) aaaahh just couldn't say more except Alhamdulillah,Thanks God!

and today isnt over, Dimas treat me in pizza restaurant! and bought jcool :D Alhamdulillah!

sleep over!

2010-07-07T00:21:00.000+07:00

LOVE YOU GOD! you answered my prayer :)

my last post was about me complaining about how miserable i am during my holiday.

but, God is fair enough, He sent me my two bestfriend to sleep over! haha :) love this

we were making proposal for Sekolah Mapres, the event i took for next semester with Nuni and we talked a and ate a lot till morning :)

but nobody's perfect, my beloved besties, Defeny P D didn't show up cause her house outside my city! hee but in the afternoon we watched eclips together with Defeny and having lunch in seafood resto and thanks God twice, all of my bestfriend undestood enough didn't order fish, cause me and Nuni have a huge paranoid about them ;)

i wanna post about me and my family redecorate our home and makes my room look alike a boutique but i could do it tommorrow or someday, cause my home really a mess till now :( need help :)

girlfriends.

2010-07-05T10:17:00.000+07:00

this holiday for boring really makes me sick. why? its because i don't have a lot activities to do. thanks for fifa world cup, they save my holiday :) but in my country fifa world cup aired around mid night, so my insomnia habit worse than ever! its not the first worse list i have during my holiday. i also have lame brain, i dunno why, when i got too much free time my brain run slowler-slower and voila, i lost my study oriented brain. when i was in campus i just have lil time doing my assignment or hang out with my friends or working on event project. damn i miss my busy day a lot and the third and the most BORING for my holiday is :in almanar i just have 2 girlfriends and i spent almost all my time with five boyfriends and sometime they bored me a lot so i miss my girlfriends in campus a lot.talking about gossip, daily activities, boys and assignment, etc. grr! i miss our favourite place in canteen :'( miss you badly.

holiday for boring

2010-06-30T04:37:00.000+07:00

easily bored is my middle name. wake up in afternoon, watching dvds till 4 pm and then almanar till 8pm watching fifa world cup or browsing till 11 or worse, 2 or 3 in the morning (depends on whose match it is) so thats my holiday. i really need real holidayyy!

Batam

Malaysia

Anyer

Madinah

Kampung Sampireun

Ratu harbour

Jogja

Yeah, its kinda not grateful i am if i'm not say Alhamdulillah for everyplace i visited but now, i really want to get out of my house and may be snorkling (even i hate fish!) but i really want to try something new, really.

hectic weekend

2010-06-13T18:34:00.000+07:00

hello! long story shorted, i had a hectic weekend and i just want to share two event i attended on saturday.

on saturday morning, 6 o'clock i guess : i went to Alazhar Rawamangun, which is my two sister school cause my mom is one of the committe. i just have to deliver her, but i have other event in the afternoon, which is my classmate,Eka Murti wedd, so when i delivered my mom i brought my dress and shoes and blablaaa. You know what the event my mom took part, haa. its kinda funny cause my mom doesnt have son. it was "sunatan massal" i dunno what the english

version, but it is hmm, islamic or not, i'm not sure either, kinda a must tradition for a boy to get cut his thing. haha, understand please :) and when i get there i dont have nothing to do, so i just help another commitee in consumption divison, and what i've got is " breakfast for free!" yeyeyeyyy! but after that is the saddest part, my stomach have cramps. such a PMS things! i hate that! so i just lay down in the car waiting my uncle to drive me home :'( you know, that cramps thing ruined my plan to go to my classmate wedd. grrr!

so i arrived home in eleven, haa. i was dizzy and want to vomit, but i courage my self to still go to depok, which is veryyyyyyy far from my house so i can't took my honda beat or asked my uncle to take me there. so i took train and you know what, its hell day! very hot and crowded and my dizziness is getting worse, i did text my bestfriend to pick me up at station, but i tought, my friend wedding is once in her life, today is very special for her and i want to took part in it. so with my rest consequences i took train, and thanks God, someone gave me his chair and i could sit along the way. but the next thing i realize after arrived in university indonesia train station is all my friend already arrive and i dunno where is eka's house. so i took ojek, i'm sure ojek just existed in development country, haha. you know, one kind tranportation using motorcycle, thats kinda useful for someone like me :) and voila! i get there easily, cause he know the short-cut road to get there! yeyeyeyy! :) and the next thing i realize is my cramps is gone. really. just like magic and lucky me, i got home with my old friend accompanion Pamuka Prasetya Primantara, He took me till in front of my house, thank you :))

Eko Restiadi, me, Nuni Ratqan Amani, Desy Aryani, Fitri Fazriyanti, Defeny Parentya Daud, Widi Rahman

and after cramps,tired,migraine i got. on 7 in the evening, i got my special guest from Bandung :) that close my day very nice! thank you man, you save my day with ur foolness! lol :)

and today i went to Wijaya festival, and found this hachiko wanna be dog! :)

winner takes it all :)

2010-06-05T16:34:00.000+07:00

let say Alhamdulillah first and proudly i told you : i'm on of it, yeah! the announcment of UI Young and smart entrepreneur 2010 announced when i was in jogja and my two friends and also my rivals told me and then at the same time i'm trembling :( i cant connect to internet at that time! grr! but fortunetly, Adam M Karim, also my rivals with his kindness heart asked his friend to checked my name, and voila :

excited too much i guess. but i'm up to it :) i'm going to give presentation in front of the committee with my beloved bestfriends Dimas Rizky Pratomo :) and i'm sure you must be curious why my company called " BRB, Breakthrough Binder" haha!

Thanks for this oppurtunity God, love You as always :)

PS: my post about my trip could be my next post :) lots of fun :)

unpacked!

2010-05-29T23:10:00.000+07:00

almost 23.15 rite now but i dont have mood to packing my stuff.

i just arrive after took my mom gift in photo shop with all of a sudden accompanion from my so called ex boyfriend and bought some candies and ice cream :) you still owe me a lot of things man! haha.

today i watched my sister in SANCETION 2010 saman dance competition in Artha Gading mall. i dunno why i'm not enjoyin the crowd, haha, yes you are not, it was high school event mell! you are older! haha.

but they have a tricky and valuable strategy! the ticket contains food and drink with 15.000 price so actually the ticket price was just 5000 rupiah. cheeeppyyy! haha

i have to watch my sister cause my mom, my older sister and the youngest one went to Bogor to attending my auntie son 'aqiqah' in islamic ways for baby who just born. So, me and my second little sister have to give support for my sister, Efa! GO GO GO BIG GIRLS!

she was upset because her perfomance was not good enough! at least you try dearest!

but you still the best girl, love yaa!

and this is my second broken ankle lil sis with me, so during the day i have to take care of her.

and this is my suitcase, just blanket, small pillow, towel and mukena.

need to pack! need to pack!

Malang & Jogja here i come! :)

too excited to visit the third city, i didn't mention it because i just afraid.

afraid that it is just a dream :)

LONG HOLIDAY!

2010-05-27T08:08:00.000+07:00

good morning fellas!

my holiday start tomorrow, so today is the last day i'm going to campus :)

event i attended for this holiday, just a few of them, financial problem could be the basic reason! i'm bankrupt since festival timur tengah held. lol.

first, i'm going to Bogor tomorror until saturday to visit my grandma and celebrating my mommy birthday! God, the present is not ready yet.

second, i'm going to Malang-Jogja-Bandung on monday-friday, so i just have one day preparation on sunday. My mom all of a sudden ask me just a few minutes ago to have a trip to Bogor, actually its okay, but i already have another appoinment, first, tomorrow i have to meet someone and on saturday i have to take my certificate in my english course and have lunch with my ex classmate!

But! how could i refuse my mom request, sunday is her birthday! so yeaaah, i have to say sorry for everybody i make promises.

and still wishing for

UI Young & Smart Entreperneur Program 2010

and become the winner :)

wish me luck guys!

off to bath, love ya!

new bussiness

2010-05-15T22:18:00.000+07:00

hello fellas!

me and my bff, Dimas Rizki Pratomo just sign up for a bussiness plan competition and hell yeah!

and i love our breakthrough idea!

running a bussiness is not a new stuff for me but produce my own brand is the first time for me,Oh God, i'm just so nervous! but its new experiment workin' with my calm and wise bestfriend. he wrote me as the owner and president directure in our proposal, what so funny!

i just so grateful that he and his calmness just follow me and my craziness about making this bussiness.hee ;)

i just cannot wait any longer to hear the announcement! :) and a lot more stories coming through when i won this battle!

wish me luck :)

night!

my project this year!

2010-05-08T20:02:00.000+07:00

i sign up for 2 event for the rest of this year, i need more actually, but my classes are tight and i have arabic cources (Almanar) after campus, monday till friday 17.00-20.00, so instead skip classes in both campus and Almanar, it is the best decision to pick two big event for the rest of this year. when i take care festival timur tengah, i skipped my almanar classes almost two weeks and my lecturer told me to catch up lil bit faster!

but the most important reason is my quality time with my family. i spend my monday-friday with my gang Almancer (Almanar ceria, cheerful in english) so its unfair for my family if i've got too busy with my activities. because i really miss our dinner and chitchat after praying. so i have to give my weekends for them :)

and the events are :

first : "sekolah mapres"

held for the fisrt time by KKP division of BEM FIB UI

again and again, i'm the head of event division.

my project officer is my beloved besties, nuni ratqan amani.

the event is all about preparation for being mapres (mahasiswa berperestasi) hmm. in english is student achievers? hmm, i'm not quite sure.

but the event is just so exciting!

i imagine to have how to make appropriate paper and how to be a good presentator and motivation trainning and etc.

i also planning to have one day research for the participants around my campus.

and the classes divide into four meeting in every saturday on october 2010.

again again i have to sacrifice my weekend! sigh.

and the second is "Festival Budaya"

how cool its that sound?! yes it is cool! i won the first stand exhibition last year!

arabic stand!

i'm wearing hareem pants ;)

but this year i'm the official not participant.

i'm on the staff division as the head of carnaval.

carnaval, how does it sound? exciting? yes!

i take care the theme of the carnaval, the route, the budget,the security,etc.

but the big theme for this year festival budaya is geger jakarta tempo dulu.

how say it in english?hmm.still wondering.

and event division having meeting every wednesday at16.00.

love this too, having great time with those girls.

and we're planning to have team building in ancol beach restaurant segarra or la bridge.hee ;)

can't wait any longer! hee ;)

so, my next post could be about those two event process.

and maybe, i will join OKK UI 2010 (event for new student) to say welcome to my beloved sister, Miftahul Janah because she's one of the law faculty new student this year.

congrats!

enough for me tonight, excuse me to continue my assignment.

night!