lunch

just back from lunch with my family and had much fun. Alhamdulillah :)
back to Kemang, places where my daddy always took us for Dinner, but we did it today for lunch. hehe. bittersweet memory said my mom. hehe.

thanks to my sister who treat us with her salary, hehe ;)

truth or dare

i was playing truth or dare yesterday and got the question which is turned down my heart.

"what is feels like, living without father?"

well, its kinda heart attacking when your friend ask you directly. but its okay. i'll answer.

it was hard, living without your guardian and step on earth without his wise speech.

it was hard, living with ur mother who's just 37 and having 3 young sister and one older sister.

it was hard, living without grandpa and doesnt have male figure.

it was hard,living with sorrow and tears.

it was hard, living without the stability of financial.

but its okay, it was life changing moment for me and my family. it was the day when everything seems to be dark and there's no lights shone.

but its okay, it was the day when i got university of indonesia, my sisters went to high school, junior high and elementary school, cause we distracted with all the new stuff.

but its okay, it was the strange feeling to be more stronger, more responsible, more bold.

but its okay, it was the day when me and my family realize to love each other no matter what.

and everything okay, everything went well, after 2,5 years without my father, we maintance our financial, we goes to school with bright achievement, my old sister graduated and have a job, its okay to live without father financialy, but its still not okay living without his love around.

as the supporter

Olimpiade Budaya still become my recent activities. watch arabic football team was superb!

two games within one week!

signed contract with UIYSEP 2010! Yippiiieee!! :)

God, thanks for all the tears You made me cry, laugh You made me happy.

i never enough to say Alhamdulillah.

GEEK

i went to the newest and hippiest hang out place in tebet on saturday night. but i felt different when i was there. i feel strange and the most important was my heart told me " i dont belong here". the crowd the music the smoke, i don't feel i comfortable there, i just wanna go home asap and lay back in my room.

since i'm in college, i went to mall several times. if i intend to go to mall, it would be with my family. may be it was started when my university located out of town and tehre are only have 2 mall around my campus and there are not such an entertaiment place to stay. so the saturday night shocked me and makes me realize, i'm just a geek.

spare time

today is unbelievable. i arrive at my lovely campus 8 sharp in the morning and found my lecturer went to ministry of education for emergency meeting and all of my classmate have to attend the exchange class on friday. grr. but its not finish yet. my gramatical lecturer also went to ministry of education or whatsoever, i forgot. what's matter is i just have one class today but i bought 4 different books include dictionary. Oh God! but God is fair, after sleeping in the library,i attended:

this superb conferences between Indonesia and Indian, a new way to build a diplomatic relationship.

and this superb free lunch! for the first time trying Indian recipe,yummy!

my besties!

managering arabic futsal girls team, we lost versus chinese literature and the supporter!

i had much fun,Thanks God :)

TA'ARUF 2010

just so tired with all the freak situation that made me cry. i close the day with this photos with my 2010 junior in arabic literature. one of them, Nidya told me that "i'm the scary one" thanks for the compliment Nidya,hehe :)

Taylor Swift Innocent lyrics

I guess you really did it this time

Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

Wasn't it easier in your lunchbox days?
Always a bigger bed to crawl into
Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything?
And everybody believed in you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent
You're still an innocent

There's some things you can't speak of
But tonight you'll live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would sing what you know now then

Wasn't it easier in your firefly-catchin' days?
And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to you
Wasn't it beautiful runnin' wild 'til you fell asleep?
Before the monsters caught up to you?

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights is still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too

Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never to late to
Be brand new

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights are still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

It's okay, life is a tough crowd
32, and still growin' up now
Who you are is not what you did
You're still an innocent.

well,since holiday was over and i start new semester, i'm busy! that's all i can say.

what's going on in my faculty is olimpiade budaya,well, i'm managing arabic literature

schedule,me as the manager.haha :)

and last weekend, i went to Bogor Agricultural University, invited as the bazaar participant.hehe!

fun but tired with all the situation and problems.hiks :(

Landhuis, comfy place to stay! :)

my room mate,yes six of us :) two of them japanesse, the black and white shirt :)

arabic stand, not so good.

IPB cultural fair committees! :)

Big thanks to Puspa, Vani, maulida, arabic literature 2007, Widi Rahman Adiyat, Dhirgo Kusumo Adi, Defeny Parentya Daud. love you all guys! :)