Sunday, May 8, 2011

Finally Home

i applied K2N UI couples months ago with hoping that i could passed the test and going to Indonesia Outer Island like Pulau Waigeo, Pulau Mianggas, Pulau Berhala, etc but fortunately i failed. well, Alhamdulillah. at first i tought by joining the programme i could relax a bit from this metropolis city for a while and refreshing my mind after roller coaster life for more than 3 months, but i glad that i failed the test. why? its simply because i should stay away from my family almost 36 days without communication ( there's no  phone signal or internet out there) and eating seafood which is i patheticly scare of them. so instead of relax and refreshing and holiday.. i'm going to slowly dying out there. so rite away after middle east festival done, me and my family having superb weekend and this is all i need not relaxing, refreshing and holiday, just quality time with them, love you all sisters and mother :")

they pick me up on friday and directly having creambath together :")
 wathced Riri dancing in her school, very cute.
my mom, Riri and Efa.

got one night free at Orchradz Hotel in Central Jakarta :")
Alhamdulillah Ya Rahman, thanks for everything! :")

Saturday, May 7, 2011

general secretary

Finally middle east festival 2011 is done.
great job guys,love you all most! :)

Friday, April 22, 2011

love birds

i'm one of the hard to understand type of a human, i keep telling my self that i'm doing the rite thing and wanna do everything perfect, called me perfectionist then..
but time flies, i'm getting busy with middle east festival till i ignore my mom & RW messages and quality time with my besties.
till i found out that i really missed the time we should share, till i really need to tell my mom about everything happened, till i realize how much text messages from him i didn't reply, till i missed the time just to having lunch and praying together with them..
i'm so sorry for everything. 
we did some mistakes, all of us do, but God forgiving His creature so, why we as human didn't?
Ina craft 2011,JCC & Plaza Semanggi


arrived in vocational school and still dark :")
the hallway :") so vintage
inside my bag
my IDcard
passed this monument while using train.

got a change to become one of the national examination independent supervisor few days ago!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Giraffe & Leopard

animal printed, always in trend every season of fashion..

both of giraffe and leopard skin somehow mutual and having you know, their own pattern which is very unique,so based on that fact, me proudly present:

do visit Breakthrough Binder FB to read more about this items :")

Saturday, April 16, 2011

soul sisters

having burgers & having romance chat with my high school sister, Efa and my junior high sister, Icha.
Efa : there's a handsome tutor in my course, who is very smart.
Me : RW is smart, he's good in economic
Efa : yes, my tutor also good in economic, and he's having light skin
Me : RW has.
Efa : and handsome too.
Me : RW handsome..
Efa  : yeah i have to admit he's handsome
Icha : (lazy face, she's so hungry and didn't comment at all)


Monday, April 11, 2011


  1. Dinner or lunch together with my cooking
  2. playing PES 2011 in his house (i don't have PS,hehe)
  3. going to INACRAFT 2011 on wednesday (my wish)
  4. watching movie (it has been six month since the last time)
  5. photobox (his wish)

when he's back i want to have quality time with him, at least one romantic date to cure every mean word i said. for every care that he gave, i really miss you RW, you know why i acted so annoying lately, you know why i called you every nite, i just wanna yell at you and tell you "coming home soon please" :(  :(  :(

Monday, April 4, 2011


today got an assignment to make a poet, happy poetry instead and ended up with stupid word like "flower","blooming","hope","heart", "soul" and another stupid words i've choose, i'm not good at making poetry just so you know Sir, i found my self esteem extremely low while wrtiting it.
also, another assignment from the same lecture to write an essay about Libya, Libya everybodeeeeh! don't you sick of it? aired in every television? printed in every newspaper? just so tired with everything and i don't have spirit to work on my assignment, any love suplement here? need it badly :(

while chatting in YM!..

me: we are 30 months now..
him: don't count it, let time flies brings our love..
me: :P
him:brings our everlasting love..

whatever you do, RW, its just so sweet,thanks for this 30 months and more :)

Wednesday, March 30, 2011


as the victim of crazy little thing called love, i suddenly miss my girlfriends :"(

 their friendship is touching and makes me cry :"(

my junior high gank,Nails
Adot me Yanda Tasya
we should hang out and heard Yanda story guys :")

senior high gank, NJcrew
Ocha, Mitha, Amoy, me
we were in the same class when we're in the 3rd grade :")

my english course gank
Icha, Fya, me, Atyn
we also have to meet up to have a treat from atyn cause she's just graduated :") congrats girl :)

my college gank, F4 Women
Feny, me, Fitri, Nuni
even we are in the same place everyday, i miss our togetherness girls, i need our quality time :"(

we spent a lot of funny, happy, sad, hard and crazy time together, all of you is my bestfriend, all of you is the best, I MISS YOU ALL GUYS! :)


if there gonna be only "the fisrt, the second and the third" of doing mistake, i'll forgive, but how many times you're gonna made decision by your self without thingking someone else condition nor feeling, somehow you're living with us, not only your self! 

it's not about how long

have you ever wondering why couple could survive in long term realtionship and never get bored with each other? or one couple who struggle in long distance relationship? well well, since a lot of my friend asked me
"how could you?" i tell you how.

since my first year in college i already have a boyfriend, lets call him RW.  he was my course mate and the brightnest one, smart in all the subject we studied and very charming (he was) hehe, the last time i remember why i like him at first was the way he teaching our classmate about some economic graphics and he was the only one who understood the problem and yeah, whatever it was, at that very momment, i like him! well times flies and after we graduated from high school we choose different university, he goes to University of Padjajaran and me University of Indonesia, he took Accounting and me Arabic and we decided to keep this relationship in distance (despite his home and mine only 10 minutes to reach,hehe) 

but surprisingly, the fresh graduated senior high students could maintain the relationship almost 3 years, with a lot of tears, fight & miscommunication and did some break up couple months ago, we made it! yeah! thats why couple who doing LDR having some, you know, something special..
we didn't have lunch everyday together, i walk alone on my way home, we separated for a month and he doing everything without my help and thats okay and thats just the way i want, we want! we want to (still) have our private life privately, we're doing our stuff, like organization and hang out with our own friends and we're okay with that and thats makes dating is just more special than friendship, makes realtionship isn't something we should think at first in our college time but there always be someone who texted you in the morning :") hehe

but, thats only the fun facts, the sad fact is when you need him badly, he's not around and i hate this feeling lately and wanna have him around, asked him to come home earlier and suddenly calling him everynight just to make sure he'll home soon, hehe! but thats the art of Long distance, when you're boyfriend around you 24/7, you missed the time when you should missing him, you're gonna start with unecessary cat fight because you live with his daily life and i'm not okay with that, i'm going to easily boring with our realtionship if he's around,hehe 

so if there's one of you still asking how could? i could do this because me and RW having our commitment to stay close, to maintain this relationship higher and better :)
am i right, Mhaw? :")

Monday, March 28, 2011

puppy love

Have you ever watched this movie?

Don't ever watch this movie if you ever did something stupid for love or waiting him for three years and didn't get nothing, yeah, thank you Nam & P'Shone, i cleary remember what i did for puppy love in junior high --" laughable movie by the way, despite all the touched and deep meaning lies,hehe

PS:trus love do wait ,night all!

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Our way to Hadramaut!

Finally, after waiting for three years, we finally did it!

we made it Dad, we got through this, no tears, no hard feelings, just laugh :") happy saturday night!
place : Hadramaut Restaurant, Tambak Street, Jakarta

Thursday, March 24, 2011


i'm not good in finding new songs, i  used to find my self stuck in two or three favourite song for at least a month, but since i'm gleek! i updates my playlist every single new episode aired. hehe! but glee was pause in the middle of season, so i'm still listening glee season 2 songs but what caught my heart is this 

*teary eyes*

At Work

After did some cleaning with the project officer i proudly present, Middle East Festival Official Office!
 yeah,since yesterday middle east festival 2011 got a room for doing our own things such as printing, meeting,praying,charging laptop and handphone or just laying down a bit! yeay! so here's some resume for a room we called "Sekre FTT" 

wide enough rite? hehe
so here is my office till Mei the fifth 2011.
gotta spend a lot of time here :")

Wednesday, March 23, 2011


for the love you keep inside,
today is still your special day,
strawberry cheese cake, Ratih Purwasih Songs, our stupid dances,
i missed that.
happy (so called) birthday beloved daddy.
i love you.